Occasionally, you can't help feeling a little disappointed, especially when you had great expectations of something or someone. The feeling is nostalgic that put you in a mood where you wish to lighten up but in truth suffocating. Then you try to think of fond memories instead, and perhaps it is a little improvement from where you were going, but sometimes you must wonder how long is it before you break and stop to reach out.

This morning started out ugly. My fault I admit.
But on a more positive side, I finally got my haircut! Which by the way is totally weird but you'll slowly learn how to appreciate it. But recently I always feel great after a haircut, whether it's ugly or not. Just the lighter feeling off my shoulders when i wash my hair puts this simple burden off my shoulders.

And today I'm going to pour myself on all the films I'm supposed to watch but never got around to it.